Monday, March 16, 2009 ♥

Today, wake up at 10 with full of smile on the face but my body are still tired cause yesterday had a catering. Thought thing will be just fine today cause sunny day. Msg my switheart wheather I can accompany me go shopping. She said she can't follow me. So I had just go shopping alone by myself. Bath then so and change to my shirt. Then the rain suddenly came. I really don't want to go out when rain came but I want to buy some stuff so I just go out.

Take the Mrt to city hall. Along the way I feel that something had went wrong. All the sudden, my switheart msg me that I just ingnore her feelings. I was blank for awhile and my heart feels hurt like an heart attack. I just calm down. She blame me tat her msg was not important. I was like HUH?Yesterday my batt was so low so I switch it off my handphone. I don't know tat she msg me. So when I opened it in the evening I got two msg from her. So I reply it. So I sleep at 7.30 until I hear my phone ring. Then she said her msg not important afterall. Tat time my eyes like blur so i reply her msg then I close my eyes suddenly wake up at 6.30. Wanted to reply her msg but in sudden overslept. Go to peni wanted to buy a camera bag but the owner said no stock and had to come next week. I was like fed up myself. Come from far then the stuff don't have. Then wake alone from peni to clark quay with rain drop into my head. Feel like crying tat thing happen today and past. But still I had to cheer myself up. Then walk from qlark quay to town with my heart so pain like dying now. So I can't stand it so I chill at Chimes for awhile. Msging her to say sori tat wat i done is wrong.
Continue my walk from there. Along the way the sun came by slowly. My Face like dissapointed smile but wanted to make happy smile but I can't. Slow by slow and my thinking positive my face turn to a smile. Then take train from orchard then bounce from marina bay. Going back home, my mum blame me of something. Thought the story end but came again. Crying in the bed then go to slip. haha!
BTW IF SOMETHINGS HAPPEN TO ME I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I LOVE, CARE AND MISS U NUR NADHIRAH! ALL THE MEMORIES TAT CAME BY ARE ALWAYS FLASHING IN MY MIND. I DON'T WANT OUR RELATIONSHIPS END FOR NOTHING.
From ur Boyf; Zamir =))